think aphrodite

just with way better hair. I am #jlw


I’m not going to be the girl you marry.
I’ll be the memory you have when you propose to her. As you slide that ring on her finger you’ll think about that time we got dressed in our swankiest threads and had a horrible time at that party so we came back home and sat in an empty bath tub drinking whiskey outta the bottle talking about our childhood dreams.

I’m not going to be the girl you marry. I’ll be that memory whenever you and her get in an argument. you’ll recall our first fight and the endless glares and icy tones. Repetition of words like RESPECT and WHY rung through the stillness of the air. We almost ended that night. Thankfully you stopped me from walking out of that door.

I’m not going to be the girl you marry. I’ll be that memory when you have your first child. When you and your wife are picking out names you’ll remember our talk about our future. Our apartment layout and first pet. A dog named Pascal because I’m allergic to cats.

I’m not going to be the girl you marry. I’ll be the girl you fall for when you are too young to understand what falling really is. You’ll fuck up and lose me. You won’t realize it until a while later. But when you do, you’ll think about me everyday. Forever.

you’ll miss me- jlw
— 8 months ago with 39892 notes
#poetry  #poem  #love lost  #marriage  #spilled ink  #spilled thoughts  #spoken word  #thoughts  #love  #young love  #regret  #miss me 
  1. chefyoggi reblogged this from vagina-saurus-rex
  2. tangledtightrope reblogged this from sherbetthekandikid
  3. fallinlovewiththerealme reblogged this from thatquirkygirljenny
  4. love-and-music-is-in-my-soul reblogged this from foxybait
  5. vintagechanelbabyxx reblogged this from burgundythoughts
  6. curiosity-killed-us-all reblogged this from emmaglynnn
  7. cynthiashivbaran reblogged this from ivywillgrowonyou
  8. raspbewwies reblogged this from odetothemodernmanx
  9. ilusiimmortalis reblogged this from jchnohh
  10. torisilb reblogged this from morethandreaming
  11. xovictoriaparker reblogged this from cassandraamoore
  12. odetothemodernmanx reblogged this from selfish-desires
  13. iamtallsecretly reblogged this from verawangsprincess
  14. cassandraamoore reblogged this from notyouraveragezombie
  15. stephaniiiex0 reblogged this from madeupmind
  16. mishel96 reblogged this from banalitet
  17. notyouraveragezombie reblogged this from madeupmind
  18. madeupmind reblogged this from verawangsprincess
  19. verawangsprincess reblogged this from vagina-saurus-rex
  20. camillelucky reblogged this from cassjomo
  21. classyyfied reblogged this from goldenchildddd
  22. thelesserhalf reblogged this from ziggadabuzz
  23. ziggadabuzz reblogged this from thecreepingbanana